Babies on the brain

To have a baby or not to?!

This is where we are. We have been married for a year and 4 months and it seems like the next step is here. Over the past couple of months I have debated with myself if this is what we should do...I mean are we finacially ready...can we raise a baby?!? The majority of our close friends have children ranging in age from 3 years old to newborns and they are all doing just fine. But before now I've never actually picture myself with a child...and right now I can't get the thought out of my head. Now the logical side says to STOP! don't even think about...you should be focusing on a career. But I currently don't know what I want to do other than I know that I want to work. I'm also nervous that if we start trying and we don't get pregnent right away i'll be devestated. I know that I put my whole heart into things...I'm emotional that way. So i'm going to make a doctors appointment and start there...no stress, just fun...I mean the process is the best part right?!?